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God. I am so horrible.

Tue Oct 7, 2008, 6:17 PM
oh my god.I'm horrible. I'm an idiot. I may be the worst girlfriend in the history of forever. I wanted to tell him, i was going to. but i wasn't ready to. and i didn't know how. ugh, i didn't want him to find out that way. he says he isn't mad, but i think he is.

here's the story, my guy friend and i were talking one day. he was talking about the girl that he wanted to ask out, but she turned him down. then he started talking about how he liked me last year... we were having an open and honest conversation and somethings were said. now my boyfriend knows and i really don't want him to be mad at my guy friend, because my guy friend didn't really do anything wrong, he just had a conversation with me. maybe it was too open and honest, but that's all it was. a conversation.

i'm worried that i may have ruined their friendship, or i may have ruined my relationship. what if he feels like he can't trust me? what if they don't make up? :(

why didn't i get this cleared up sooner? why won't they just admit that they're mad at me?

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~snowinwarshington Oct 10, 2008, 6:30:48 PM
LeRoy,

you want to know why he won't say they're mad? It's because he's not. At all. Trust me!

I can understand why you're upset, but you didn't do anything wrong - you were completely honest and did the only thing you could in that situation. S. should've been more respectful than he was, and he's already expressed his apology... J. understands what happened and he doesn't blame you.

It's not like you cheated on him, and honestly I think J. loves and trusts you to much to be worried about that.

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~snowinwarshington Oct 10, 2008, 6:30:58 PM
*too

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~hunnyface12345 Oct 10, 2008, 6:51:15 PM
okie dokie. thanks ivice

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~snowinwarshington Oct 10, 2008, 6:55:05 PM
:heart:

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~hunnyface12345 Oct 10, 2008, 7:03:27 PM
well, that was me venting. it's all out of my system now. and they're not mad at eachother or me. so its all good... mrs. donley probably would've killed me just now for starting my sentences with FANBOYS. lol

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~snowinwarshington Oct 12, 2008, 11:48:38 AM
Lol. Well, I'm glad you feel better now... and yes, starting a sentence with a FANBOYS is pretty much fail.

Except I do it all the time. :XD:

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~hunnyface12345 Oct 12, 2008, 3:00:10 PM
i won't tell if you won't

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~snowinwarshington Oct 12, 2008, 6:07:30 PM
What's there to tell? :XD:

... shh! It's a secret!

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~hunnyface12345 Oct 12, 2008, 6:21:27 PM
speaking of secrets, yesterday at sean's party, he said he had a secret to tell me and he'd tell me tomorrow. i'm sooo curious. what do you think it's about? he said he wouldn't tell cameo cuz she's make fun of him, darcey would make him feel bad, jacob would tell everyone, and ben wouldn't get it. so we asked him why he would tell me and he said because i wouldn't make him feel bad and because he could trust me. how can he trust me more than his other friends?

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